Heart breaking

but behind those stomach-aching and bursting laffs..
der are teary
eyes..
i always forget 2 use my mind..
i always trust my heart..
but my
heart always breaks me..
im not blaming anyone..
but me who thinks
stupidly when it comes to this..
we belong in 2 different wurlds..
we
have different likes but wid d same dislikes..
we are laffing at our own
stories n jokes,
but d people around us are doubting..
we are so near, but
a world apart..
we act differently, but we felt d same way once..
and i
think it will be the last..
we are so happy together,
but i realized it's
just a dream..
so i cried, closed my eyez agen..
but he never come
back..
now i'm hir..
leaving the past behind
like nothing
happened.
i still dare to look at the wonderful side of this world,
take
time to look at the people that are passing by in my life,
and try to
appreciate the more beautiful things around me.
but im still in this restless
adventure
and hanging on the same cliff of regret
wishing someone to
catch me as i fall
on the sweet ocean of tears.
leaving everything 2
HIM..
now it's possible..
JUST FREAK OUT LET IT GO!

This is a friend's friendster profile... it made me a bit sad...